Sunday, August 22, 2010

My New Self

Okay, so I did it. It was the most thrilling and exillerating thing that I've done in the last 14years other than giving birth to my children. I am so in love with "My New Self." Oh my who would have ever known that a haircut would change the way I view myself, as a woman. It seems as though I'm now staring at a new woman, yet I'm borrowing the vision of a stranger. Because surely, I couldn't be looking at myself with my own eyes and see- TRANSFORMATION. And the TRANSFORMATION, really, it doesn't have anything to do with the physical. Though I am pleased. But it's more of a spiritual release for me. It's as though God, Himself has touched me on the shoulder, I turned and He held a mirrow and I smiled at this wonderful being that He created.

OMGdness, my boys were totally blown off thier feet. And needless to say the Hubby was pleased. Pleased would be an understatement. Mesmorized would be more like it! Yeah, that's it.

I can't even imagine what the future holds, especially now that I've allowed myself to let go of my familiar. Letting go I have learned, free of us of so much. The possibility of hope, my my my...

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